Monday, March 1, 2010

I Don’t Know How She Keeps Going/I Don’t know Why We Keep Going

I Don’t Know How She Keeps Going

By Sean Roper

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1.

legs are sore

covered in bruises

all the way down through the bone

Even with the help of shin pads.

My opponent he feels the

same way yet we still kick away.

Where you feel your ribs could break

and your shins split, you kick away.

Because you don’t know why

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2

She is my hero running day and night.

her hair long and blonde she is

Happy, she works all day to

take the day with her shoes.

She gets home calms the baby

kisses her husband puts her hair

up in a ponytail. Washes away

the make-up, fills her walk man

with a cassette of nirvana and begins

to run. A car comes

from behind. It stops but it is too late.

She bleeds, she breaks, she cries, she fears.

In the end after she heals she

gets back up and runs.

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3.

Spinning in circles my feet blisters

kicking at bags my toenails fall off

punching sometimes makes my knuckles Split

running and my knees Sprain

and my ankles crack.

In the end I heal and I am stronger

faster, but mostly more graceful,

More focused to study, focused

to quit drugs, to stop drinking,

stop fucking strangers, stop being

afraid of him, stop watching tv,

stop playing videogames,

I stopped because I needed to,

because I wanted to.

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I Don’t know Why We Keep Going

By. Sean Roper

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1.

Lost Winter, Arkansas is plain, a mother

her blond hair floats in a light draft,

and the leaves underneath her, move aside.

Her hands hold on tight on the young blob

that plops and glomps through the path.

The sky is white she looks up and

with a her soft smile a snowflake falls

then another and another and another.

She picks up her child, as if to save him.

She did just because she loved to hold him

she didn’t stop to think why

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2.

My Master asks for a pair of shoes

he starts his story of the man on a train.

This man lost a shoe out the train

he asked the conductor to stop

and of course he said no

so the man threw the other pair

off the train. The conductor questioned

this act. The man replied saying that

no one can use one shoe, you need

two.

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3.

High since 12, Drunk since 16

Shrooms, Acid, Pot, Cocaine, Salvia,

Ecstasy, Jack and coke, Mojito,

Vodka, Vodka, Vodka.

Kiss trees, fly naked from land to

sea, the sea, the sea.

Shout names, grasp my face.

Cry in the day when angles meditate

crying, crying, crying,

crying in my dreams when devils play.

Cry when they touch me, they touch me.

It breaks me so I dance, so I scream.

Flames fill my lungs with raw Euphoria

Me and Chaos we are the same we are

Burning.

Burning.

Burning.

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